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everyone's gotten their results......but it sure took me long to 'report' on my blog.......haha

if u're wondering.......
when i felt like blogging.....my sis was using the computer for assignments......
when nobody was using the computer.....i didnt feel like blogging.......
n once i start posting new things....i couldnt stop......
so u c i hav 3 posts today already......

so....my results.....
7 A1
3 A2
1 B3
1 B4
and A1 for GCE 'O' level english

to b more detailed......B4 is Moral
[man....how could this be????.......i noe all my nilai!!!]
apparently the examiner doesnt like my own way of interpreting the nilai-nilai and answering the questions........
RIGID.......

B3 is Chemistry.......
yea....nvr expected much wif my chemistry knowledge........
not familiar wif important chapters like carbon compounds, salts n stuff like tht......
how do u make alcohol again????
see............????????

and A2 would be Add Maths, Sejarah and Bahasa Cina
never did homework for add maths....so much so tht i think Pn. Ho probably hates me
but then i picked it up when i failed in trial exam.......
did add maths everyday.........until i conquered differentiation, integration n all those........
but i guess i panicked a little during exam....forgot how to do integration......n didnt hav enuf time......
but from less than 50 marks to A2 in a few months.......
i guess i had some improvement.......
as for Sejarah......i swallowed some notes within a few days n got a lot of facts mixed up.......
fortunately i only got 7 wrong in objective paper......by my calculation.....
n i put everything in my mind into subjective n essay regardless of wat answer they want and hope for the best......
actually praying i don get a C or worse for this subject...........
but apparently i got A2........
a miracle?? or does it juz prove the depth of the history knowledge among students??
well....as we all noe....it's hard to get an A1 for BC......
even Xuan didnt get A1......so i guess my BC is not tht bad after all.......haha

the other subjects are BM, Eng, Maths, EST, Accounts, Physics and Biology......
wait a minute......
BIOLOGY?????!!!!!!!!
god knows i never studied bio in those 2 years except b4 SPM........
i juz read thru everything in my reference book.......
didnt complete a couple of essay questions.......even labelled the vertebrae wrongly.....
n u tell me i got A1????
man......now tht's wat i call a miracle.......
n EST......don ask me how i got A1......
n don ask me how i wrote my essay.............
maybe it's juz sheer luck........or i hit the key words or sth.......
I DUNNO.......
and as for the other subjects.....i was pretty confident wif them......
though i was lazy ....i wasnt a worthless student.....
i was at least gud at sth.......

and please don say i m so 'geng' can get A1 for GCE........
i consider my english level average.........hehe
but my sis had such a different reaction from other ppl.......
"EXPECTED LAH......."
ceh.....so easy meh??????

rite.....i'm done wif my reports......

NOW.....i'm doin FOUNDATION IN ARTS at HELP university college......
hope to do Psychology after tht......
well....reason is simple.....
i wish to help kids wif learning disabilities like my 15-year-old useless brother........
i don mean he's useless because he's a SLOW LEARNER.....
he's useless because he doesnt wanna try learning new things........
n VERY VERY STUBBORN.......
[well.....takes after me i guess.....]
n always thinks he's right......
constantly get under my skin......pain in the a**.........

sry....irrelevant.....
but i wish to make a difference in these ppl's lives.......

ah.......but like a cliche i use often......
IT IS EASIER SAID THAN DONE

well.....i shall cross my fingers n hope tht i don change my mind easily........
helping ppl is the right thing to do.....the right way to live my life.......
wont u say????

rite.....today.....23rd of March.......is an important day.......

it's my sister's birthday!!!

n my brother's birthday!!!

my sister of course is the one and only Ng Lai Thin......20 already leh.......

though bro is not really my brother.......he is my brother all the same
well....ppl call them 'pet brother' or 'pet sister'......
but tht's ridiculous......
do u keep them as a pet or sth??
u feed them everyday??
0.o
so i juz call Lee Wei Han my Bro.......haha

i tell u.......it is such a coincidence tht they hav the same birthday.........
well....it actually saves me a lot of trouble......if i remember one birthday.....i remember the other.....
[weird sentence....but watever.....]

but the negative side of this is......if i decide to give them presents........
i'd b broke already........
so as u'd have guessed........i m not giving any presents.........hahahahhaha

anyway.......juz wanna wish 2 very important ppl........HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

ps** don strangle me for putting ur real names in here.............^^

i'd like to express my thoughts on sth........
the day i went back to school to get my results.....i saw a girl from another class.....PREGNANT

i noe...there are a lot of young girls getting pregnant by accident n ended up getting married in their teens.......
but truth b told......i was surprised........
well...at 1st i wasnt sure wif wat i saw.......
so i said to my frens......."Tht gurl looks pregnant....."
Xuan replied tht she thought so too....
n Jon said he heard from a fren tht she got married.........
0.o
i tell u.....she's gotta b 4 or 5 months pregnant at least....
was she pregnant during SPM??????
0.o
u do the math........

married at such a young age......
as Xuan said......how is the father of the child going to support the family????
well lucky for this girl....i heard the guy's family is rich.....
but seriously....is she juz goin to b a full-time mom n not further her studies??
i don mean tht the baby ruined her future....but let's face it.....she gotta at least learn some survival skills.......
reality is....this kind of marriage is very fragile.....u noe wat i mean.....
wat if the husband doesnt want her anymore in the future???

n wat bothers me is.......
isnt it silly having sex without protection?????
didnt they think of the consequences?????
erm.....i guess ppl forget to think rationally when they r blinded by passion....no?
but come to think of it.......mayb they intended to hav a baby......
even more outrageous.....mayb they love each other so much they wanna get married tht they purposely have a child to force their parents into accepting the marriage......
*there goes my wild imagination again*
but it's possible...........no??
haha........or mayb everyone juz agreed on their marriage n they had a baby after tht.......
but i doubt it........unless i counted wrongly........rite?


on the other hand.....there is a girl my sister's age....20.....
hu is already a mother of a one-year-old boy......
she unfortunately.......didnt get married.......
this girl got pregnant when she was in lower form 6.......
then she quit school to give birth to her baby.......
both parents talked of marriage.......
but the boy's family later refused to take responsiblity of the baby n said he was not their grandson.......
so this girl didnt get married n became a single mom.......
n i hav a feeling the guy's family is goin to regret abandoning this child......
like wat we see in dramas.......
i juz hope this toddler doesnt grow up hating his father.......

well...from the looks of it......the single mother seems more unfortunate...........
but who's to say who's luckier?? n who's happier??
perhaps the young wife is not ready to hav a baby n doesnt want to take care of her child.....
mayb she doesnt love her husband whole-heartedly.......
wouldnt she suffocate in this marriage??
n though the single mom was dumped by her boyfriend....mayb she would grow stronger n tougher for her son.....
n don u think she saved a lot of trouble when she didnt get married wif the irresponsible boyfriend?

but of course...these r juz assumptions.....
i do not noe wat went down in their lives.....
so i try not to judge ppl.......
well...ppl try their best to live a better life......no use pointing ur finger at them reminding them wat mistake they had made in their past......
our choices define who we are.....n they chose to live like this......

i truly hope the young couple will b happy wif each other n their child......
n the single mother will do juz fine wif her son........
though....ppl say tht happy endings only exist in fairy-tales.........><

7th of March......a special day indeed...........
it's a day after Xuan's birthday....it's my beloved teacher Ms. Liew's birthday..........
not to mention......the birthday of Choi Jung Hoon [leader of one of my favourite korean group....FT Island]..........
sry......irrelevant!!!!!!!!

ok.......back to the topic......

but most importantly........i got to see a lot of my old friends from 6H(2002) of SJK (C) Lai Chee

erm....first........gotta thank Wei Jie's [pardon me forgot how to spell his name] family for holding this party for us to meet each other........THANK YOU

it felt so great seeing them again after all these years.....
we talked, joked n laughed.........
it feels like we're still classmates.........it's as though everyone never went to secondary school
haha.....since.........in my opinion.........none of us changed much......
[note: i don mean physically]

the best part was........our class teacher Ms Liew came too......
yes........it was her birthday.....
but oddly enuf.......nobody remembered to sing her a birthday song.......
i guess everyone was too busy catching up wif each other???


here's everybody......
shall i say their names????
haha.....don think tht's necessary.....
but in case u're guessing who the teacher is......she's the long-haired woman seated between those 2 guys there.......
OMG......SHE COULD EASILY BECOME ONE OF US.........
haha......if i'm not mistaken her youngest is already in standard 1.......still........she looks so young
the guy in orange at the left of the photo is not one of us......he's the host's fren.......
n Wei Soong n Ying Jun left early........so there's 22 of us........half a class.....

from left: XiaoSian, YitYing, ChyaChyi n ME

n we were the best of frens.......
[STILL ARE.......]
n here's an interesting fact......
we found tht we have sth in common back in primary school.....
our birthdates are 6/3, 16/8, 20/10, 24/12.........
MONTH x 2 = DAY
it's kinda silly n childish......but i choose to think tht it means we were destined to b friends.......^^
oh..........n the 3 of them are planning to pursue careers in designing.....
too bad i dont share their passion to make the group complete.....
hehe.......sry gurls.......

of course....there has to b a story behind this photo.........

y would i take a photo with CHEW YI YANG?????????????
alrite....i'm kidding........i'd take photo wif any of my old frens..........
but there IS a story behind this photo.....

so....the story goes............
everybody was happily chatting around the table.......then Yi Yang here suddenly decided tht he had to make sth clear.........
there was once.....ages ago.......he sang a song to me.......
n one of his frens said he 'LIKE' me
but the truth is........he didn't........'LIKE' me tht is.........
n of course......he gotta take a picture wif me afterwards..........so there.......

i'm thinking some of u might b curious.......so here's my side of the story.......
Yi Yang....being a bully as he was........made me cry once............
tht day....for wat reason i dunno......he was sitting behind me.......
n for wat reason i do not know........he threw a steel ruler......
n damn him....the sharp end hit me in the back.........
it was so painful it made me shed a few tears............
so out of guilt he did sth to make me smile again.......
he sang "BAO BEI BAO BEI BU YAO KU" [baby baby plz don cry]
OMG IT WAS SO HILLARIOUS I HAD TO LAUGH!!!!!!!

i don remember anything about any of his frens laughing about this.....
n i believe nobody ever made a big deal out of the incident.....
but he brought it up himself!!!!!!!
n i gotta say...........it makes this even more hillarious...........hahahaha


n this is dear old bro........
finally........i get a chance to take a picture wif him........
but as u can c........he doesnt even bother to give a big bright smile........
ya i memang tak syok.........
for the excuse he gave was...........he smiled so much his mouth hurts......
oh man......wat kind of excuse is tht????????
i feel like whacking him.........
but come to think of it..........he must b a person who seldom smile or laugh aloud
otherwise his mouth wouldnt hurt from a little smiling.........
so BRO......SMILE MORE,WOULD YA???

i'm afraid if i continue writing....somebody would b bored to death.......
i apologize for the lack of flow,coherence,substance,vivid descriptions n intelligent vocabs....etc tht makes a gud essay.......
for it has been a long time since i hav produced sth gud n i have lost the inspiration to write in the way tht would make William proud........

haha.....i guess i'll juz hav to update my blog more frequently as practice then.......

oh....almost forgot........
HOPE TO SEE ALL OF YOU AGAIN SOOOOOOOOOOOON...................

this will b a very short post.....

WHY???

cuz i havent updated this blog for so long tht i myself m tired of seeing the post about Heath Ledger's death everytime i open this blog......

ok ok.....GUILTY of being LAZY.......

my apologies.........to everyone especially Shin Yue [he's the one who mentioned i havent update this blog for a long time]

the truth b told......i didnt realise tht ppl actually read my blog......

haha

here's a photo of me wif my sis n bro for all to see........hahaha

oh....plz don say i look older than my sis.......><