eMpTy scrapbook

I'm done.
Done being a failure.

What is the price?
And what am I fighting for?

Well, really?

I'll admit.
I am weak at vocabulary.
I am not good at expressing myself.
I have bad social skills.

But my English is grammatically correct.
My academic results in English has always been good.
A1 in GCE 'O' / 1119
I don't think that is VERY BAD.

I am an ignorant kid.
You can treat me as such, make fun of me.
But don't look down on me.


Nickelback - Savin' Me
'Teach me wrong from right, and I'll show you what I can be'

It has always been a constant in my life.
It has taken me places.
But how much further can it take me?
I feel, I am reaching my limits.

我终于, 突破了自己.
果然, 不经一事, 不长一智.
发觉, 相信自己, 才是最重要的.

昨天的心情, 一言难尽.
只能用一首歌来形容.

All of a sudden
Studying abroad seems to be the most important thing
Struck us like a thunderstorm, leaving a chaotic mess.
Everything is full of uncertainties.
Plans are being made; lives will change.

It all started when 'the centre of our universe' came over and set the ball rolling.
I wanted to curse him, but I will thank him.

And so, I'm on a mission.

My dearest friend,
You have been telling me half truths and white lies.
But I believed you.
A part of me understands, if you will not tell me everything; but another part of me is puzzled, why wouldn't you tell your best friend about your true condition?
I heard that your friends are all worried about you.
I instantly got worried.
Just how serious is it? Should I be worried?
I fear you might have told me half truths again.
But you said you are fine.
And I believe you.
You told me not to worry, and I really didn't worry.
I have that much faith in you.
I hope, however, that you will not take advantage of our distance.
Will you tell me the whole truth?