Friday, January 9, 2009

You asked,
How is it that i understand so much about you

I couldn't come up with a good answer,
and so I said,
It comes naturally

You didn't buy any of it....
and you're still seeking for an answer....

You were right
It's definitely not time...
That is why I didn't say it's because I've known you for years....
So, what is it?

Perhaps it is the time that we have spent together
the things we have experienced together
the thoughts, feelings, knowledge, even gossips that we have shared
The things which made us such close friends

Perhaps it is because we are so close....
that I understand how your mind works
and can easily pick up your various expressions
your different moods
your every thought

Perhaps it is simply because we think alike

I can think of a dozen more reasons
But it doesn't matter
Because they are not the answers that you're looking for....

The question that you really wanted to ask was,
"How do I make him understand me?"

I cannot answer you that, but I will tell you this....
Don't push it
I have once tried to make someone understand me
But in the end, I gave up
Because I learnt that we can never MAKE others understand us
Or rather, some people just won't understand.....

So, don't get too disappointed
Just be content with the friendship and love that you have
Then, you will be happier

Love you always, MT

Thursday, January 8, 2009

Bro asked me how my new sem is.....
i said i'm starting to 'get a hang of it'....
well, i don't think that's how i should use the expression.......
since i'm in my last sem already....

but yeah....
i'm starting to get into the mood of having to deal with classes, assignments and exams....
be it tedious, challenging, confusing, difficult, interesting.....
bring it on....
that is the right kind of attitude, right?
afterall, i'll have to go through them anyway.....

i'm taking Statistics, Macroeconomics and Psychology for Personal Development....
this time around, it's easy to get familiar with the classes...
since all 3 lecturers have taught me in the previous semesters.....
i know their style and what i like about them, but i also know what i don't like about them....
hmm, i'm not sure if that's a good thing........ o.o

oh, and i shall tell you my results for last semester.....
Critical Thinking Skills-------------Credit
Advanced English-------------------Distinction
Microeconomics---------------------Distinction
Principles of Accounting-----------High Distinction
Moral Studies------------------------C

ah, well....
it is pretty much what i predicted it to be.....
though i was hoping to get HD for Micro.....
it's just a tiny regret that i didn't put more effort into understanding market structures then....
but bear in mind that the finals was not easy at all....=.=

as for CTS, i know that it's quite impossible for me to get a distinction.....
but still, now i have a Credit in my overall results.....
tak cantik lah....everything else is Distinction & High Distinction... T_T

well, no more Credits.....
this time around, i'm going to get at least Distinctions for all 3 subjects....
just wait and see.....

Wednesday, January 7, 2009

it's my 2nd day in college
but me still blur blur leh.......

haiz....tht's why sometimes i hate holidays....
i'm still caught in between holidays n school!

feel like banging my head on the wall or sth like tht to wake myself up......
=.=

i've got lots of stuff to blog about....
but i don think i'm in the mood.....
well, be back later
annyeong

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